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The Project Gutenberg eBook of Scanners live in vain
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Title: Scanners live in vain
Author: Paul Myron Anthony Linebarger
Release date: June 21, 2024 [eBook #73886]
Language: English
Original publication: Los Angeles: Fantasy Publishing Co, 1950
Credits: Al Haines
*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SCANNERS LIVE IN VAIN ***
SCANNERS LIVE IN VAIN
BY CORDWAINER SMITH
This story deals with science-fiction's oldest subject--space-travel.
Yet the author's treatment of the subject is so completely different
that it makes "SCANNERS" one of the most outstanding stories to appear
in any magazine!
****
Martel was angry. He did not even adjust his blood away from anger.
He stamped across the room by judgment, not by sight. When he saw the
table hit the floor, and could tell by the expression on Luci's face
that the table must have made a loud crash, he looked down to see if
his leg were broken. It was not. Scanner to the core, he had to scan
himself. The action was reflex and automatic. The inventory included
his legs, abdomen, Chestbox of instruments, hands, arms, face and back
with the Mirror. Only then did Martel go back to being angry. He
talked with his voice, even though he knew that his wife hated its
blare and preferred to have him write.
"I tell you, I must cranch. I have to cranch. It's my worry, isn't
it?"
When Luci answered, he saw only a part of her words as he read her
lips: "Darling ... you're my husband ... right to love you ...
dangerous ... do it ... dangerous ... wait ...."
He faced her, but put sound in his voice, letting the blare hurt her
again: "I tell you, I'm going to cranch."
Catching her expression, he became rueful and a little tender: "Can't
you understand what it means to me? To get out of this horrible prison
in my own head? To be _feel_ again--to feel my feet on the ground, to
feel the air a man again--hearing your voice, smelling smoke? To move
against my face? Don't you know what it means?"
Her wide-eyed worrisome concern thrust him back into pure annoyance.
He read only a few words as her lips moved: "... love you ... your own
good ... don't you think I want you to be human? ... your own good ...
too much ... he said ... they said ...."
When he roared at her, he realized that his voice must be particularly
bad. He knew that the sound hurt her no less than did the words: "Do
you think I wanted you to marry a Scanner? Didn't I tell you we're
almost as low as the habermans? We're dead, I tell you. We've got to
be dead to do our work. How can anybody go to the Up-and-Out? Can you
dream what raw Space is? I warned you. But you married me. All
right, you married a man. Please, darling, let me be a man. Let me
hear your voice, let me feel the warmth of being alive, of being human.
Let me!"
He saw by her look of stricken assent that he had won the argument. He
did not use his voice again. Instead, he pulled his tablet up from
where it hung against his chest. He wrote on it, using the pointed
fingernail of his right forefinger--the Talking Nail of a Scanner--in
quick cleancut script: "Pls, drlng, whrs Crnching Wire?"
She pulled the long gold-sheathed wire out of the pocket of her apron.
She let its field sphere fall to the carpeted floor. Swiftly,
dutifully, with the deft obedience of a Scanner's wife, she wound the
Cranching Wire around his head, spirally around his neck and chest.
She avoided the instruments set in his chest. She even avoided the
radiating scars around the instruments, the stigmata of men who had
gone Up and into the Out. Mechanically he lifted a foot as she slipped
the wire between his feet. She drew the wire taut. She snapped the
small plug into the High Burden Control next to his Heart Reader. She
helped him to sit down, arranging his hands for him, pushing his head
back into the cup at the top of the chair. She turned then, full-face
toward him, so that he could read her lips easily. Her expression was
composed.
She knelt, scooped up the sphere at the other end of the wire, stood
erect calmly, her back to him. He scanned her, and saw nothing in her
posture but grief which would have escaped the eye of anyone but a
Scanner. She spoke: he could see her chest-muscles moving. She
realized that she was not facing him, and turned so that he could see
her lips.
"Ready at last?"
He smiled a _yes_.
She turned her back to him again. (Luci could never bear to watch him
Under-the-wire.) She tossed the wiresphere into the air. It caught in
the force-field, and hung there. Suddenly it glowed. That was all.
All--except for the sudden red stinking roar of coming back to his
senses. Coming back, across the wild threshold of pain.
I
When he awakened under the wire, he did not feel as though he had just
cranched. Even though it was the second cranching within the week, he
felt fit. He lay in the chair. His ears drank in the sound of air
touching things in the room. He heard Luci breathing in the next room,
where she was hanging up the wire to cool. He smelt the
thousand-and-one smells that are in anybody's room: the crisp freshness
of the germ-burner, the sour-sweet tang of the humidifier, the odor of
the dinner they had just eaten, the smells of clothes, furniture, of
people themselves. All these were pure delight. He sang a phrase or
two of his favorite song:
"Here's to the haberman, Up and Out!
"Up--oh!--and Out--oh!--Up and Out!..."
He heard Luci chuckle in the next room. He gloated over the sounds of
her dress as she swished to the doorway.
She gave him her crooked little smile. "You sound all right. Are you
all right, really?"
Even with this luxury of senses, he scanned. He took the flash-quick
inventory which constituted his professional skill. His eyes swept in
the news of the instruments. Nothing showed off scale, beyond the
Nerve Compression hanging in the edge of "Danger." But he could not
worry about the Nerve box. That always came through Cranching. You
couldn't get under the wire without having it show on the Nerve box.
Some day the box would go to _Overload_ and drop back down to _Dead_.
That was the way a haberman ended. But you couldn't have everything.
People who went to the Up-and-Out had to pay the price for Space.
Anyhow, he should worry! He was a Scanner. A good one, and he knew
it. If he couldn't scan himself, who could? This cranching wasn't too
dangerous. Dangerous, but not too dangerous.
Luci put out her hand and ruffled his hair as if she had been reading
his thoughts, instead of just following them: "But you know you
shouldn't have! You shouldn't!"
"But I did!" He grinned at her.
Her gaiety still forced, she said: "Come on, darling, let's have a good
time. I have almost everything there is in the icebox--all your
favorite tastes. And I have two new records just full of smells. I
tried them out myself, and even I liked them. And you know me--"
"Which?"
"Which what, you old darling?"
He slipped his hand over her shoulders as he limped out of the room.
(He could never go back to feeling the floor beneath his feet, feeling
the air against his face, without being bewildered and clumsy. As if
cranching was real, and being a haberman was a bad dream. But he was a
haberman, and a Scanner.) "You know what I meant, Luci.... the
smells, which you have. Which one did you like, on the record?"
"Well-l-l," said she, judiciously, "there were some lamb chops that
were the strangest things--"
He interrupted: "What are lambtchots?"
"Wait till you smell them. Then guess. I'll tell you this much. It's
a smell hundreds and hundreds of years old. They found about it in the
old books."
"Is a lambtchot a Beast?"
"I won't tell you. You've got to wait," she laughed, as she helped him
sit down and spread his tasting dishes before him. He wanted to go
back over the dinner first, sampling all the pretty things he had
eaten, and savoring them this time with his now-living lips and tongue.
When Luci had found the Music Wire and had thrown its sphere up into
the force-field, he reminded her of the new smells. She took out the
long glass records and set the first one into a transmitter.
"Now sniff!"
A queer frightening, exciting smell came over the room. It seemed like
nothing-in this world, nor like anything from the Up-and-Out. Yet it
was familiar. His mouth watered. His pulse beat a little faster; he
scanned his Heart box. (Faster, sure enough.) But that smell, what
was it? In mock perplexity, he grabbed her hands, looked into her
eyes, and growled:
"Tell me, darling! Tell me, Or I'll eat you up!"
"That's just right!"
"What?"
"You're right. It should make you want to eat me. It's meat."
"Meat. Who?"
"Not a person," said she, knowledgeably, "a beast. A beast which
people used to eat. A lamb was a small sheep--you've seen sheep out in
the Wild, haven't you?--and a chop is part of its middle--here!" She
pointed at her chest.
Martel did not hear her. All his boxes had swung over toward Alarm,
some to Danger. He fought against the roar of his own mind, forcing
his body into excess excitement. How easy it was to be a Scanner when
you really stood outside your own body, haberman-fashion, and looked
back into it with your eyes alone. Then you could manage the body,
rule it coldy even in the enduring agony of Space. But to realize that
you _were_ a body, that this thing was ruling you, that the mind could
kick the flesh and send it roaring off into panic! That was bad.
He tried to remember the days before he had gone into the Haberman
Device, before he had been cut apart for the Up-and-Out. Had he always
been subject to the rush of his emotions from his mind to his body,
from his body back to his mind, confounding him so that he couldn't
Scan? But he hadn't been a Scanner then.
He knew what had hit him. Amid the roar of his own pulse, he knew. In
the nightmare of the Up-and-Out, that smell had forced its way through
to him, while their ship burned off Venus and the habermans fought the
collapsing metal with their bare hands. He had scanned then: all were
in Danger. Chestboxes went up to _Overload_ and dropped to _Dead_ all
around him as he had moved from man to man, shoving the drifting
corpses out of his way as he fought to scan each man in turn, to clamp
vises on unnoticed broken legs, to snap the Sleeping Valve on men whose
instruments showed they were hopelessly near overload. With men trying
to work and cursing him for a Scanner while he, professional zeal
aroused, fought to do his job and keep them alive in the Great Pain of
Space, he had smelled that smell. It had fought its way along his
rebuilt nerves, past the Haberman cuts, past all the safeguards of
physical and mental discipline. In the wildest hour of tragedy, he had
smelled aloud. He remembered it was like a bad cranching, connected
with the fury and nightmare all around him. He had even stopped his
work to scan himself, fearful that the First Effect might come,
breaking past all Haberman cuts and ruining him with the Pain of Space.
But he had come through. His own instruments stayed and stayed at
_Danger_, without nearing _Overload_. He had done his job, and won a
commendation for it. He had even forgotten the burning ship.
All except the smell.
And here the smell was all over again--the smell of meat-with-fire....
Luci looked at him with wifely concern. She obviously thought he had
cranched too much, and was about to haberman back. She tried to be
cheerful: "You'd better rest, honey."
He whispered to her: "Cut--off--that--smell."
She did not question his word. She cut the transmitter. She even
crossed the room and stepped up the room controls until a small breeze
flitted across the floor and drove the smells up to the ceiling.
He rose, tired and stiff. (His instruments were normal, except that
Heart was fast and Nerves still hanging on the edge of _Danger_.) He
spoke sadly:
"Forgive me, Luci. I suppose I shouldn't have cranched. Not so soon
again. But darling, I have to get out from being a haberman. How can
I ever be near you? How can I be a man--not hearing my own voice, not
even feeling my own life as it goes through my veins? I love you,
darling. Can't I ever be near you?"
Her pride was disciplined and automatic: "But you're a Scanner!"
"I know I'm a Scanner. But so what?"
She went over the words, like a tale told a thousand times to reassure
herself: "You are the bravest of the brave, the most skilful of the
skilled. All Mankind owes most honor to the Scanner, who unites the
Earths of Mankind. Scanners are the protectors of the Habermans. They
are the judges in the Up-and Out. They make men live in the place
where men need desperately to die. They are the most honored of
Mankind, and even the Chiefs of the Instrumentality are delighted to
pay them homage!"
With obstinate sorrow he demurred: "Luci, we've heard that all before.
But does it pay us back--"
"'Scanners work for more than pay. They are the strong guards of
Mankind.' Don't you remember that?"
"But our lives, Luci. What can you get out of being the wife of a
Scanner? Why did you marry me? I'm human only when I cranch. The
rest of the time--you know what I am. A machine. A man turned into a
machine. A man who has been killed and kept alive for duty. Don't you
realize what I miss?"
"Of course, darling, of course--"
He went on: "Don't you think I remember my childhood? Don't you think
I remember what it is to be a man and not a haberman? To walk and feel
my feet on the ground? To feel a decent clean pain instead of watching
my body every minute to see if I'm alive? How will I know if I'm dead?
Did you ever think of that, Luci? How will I know if I'm dead?"
She ignored the unreasonableness of his outburst. Pacifyingly, she
said: "Sit down, darling. Let me make you some kind of a drink.
You're over-wrought."
Automatically, he scanned: "No I'm not! Listen to me. How do you
think it feels to be in the Up-and-Out with the crew tied-for-space all
around you? How do you think it feels to watch them sleep? How do you
think I like scanning, scanning, scanning month after month, when I can
feel the pain-of-Space beating against every part of my body, trying to
get past my Haberman blocks? How do you think I like to wake the men
when I have to, and have them hate me for it? Have you ever seen
habermans fight--strong men fighting, and neither knowing pain,
fighting until one touches _Overload_? Do you think about that, Luci?"
Triumphantly he added: "Can you blame me if I cranch, and come back to
being a man, just two days a month?"
"I'm not blaming you, darling. Let's enjoy your cranch. Sit down now,
and have a drink."
He was sitting down, resting his face in his hands, while she fixed the
drink, using natural fruits out of bottles in addition to the secure
alkaloids. He watched her restlessly and pitied her for marrying a
scanner; and then, though it was unjust, resented having to pity her.
Just as she turned to hand him the drink, they both jumped a little as
the phone rang. It should not have rung. They had turned it off. It
rang again, obviously on the emergency circuit. Stepping ahead of
Luci, Martel strode over to the phone and looked into it. Vomact was
looking at him.
The custom of Scanners entitled him to be brusque, even with a Senior
Scanner, on certain given occasions. This was one.
Before Vomact could speak, Martel spoke two words into the plate, not
caring whether the old man could read lips or not:
"Cranching. Busy."
He cut the switch and went back to Luci.
The phone rang again.
Luci said, gently, "I can find out what it is, darling. Here, take
your drink and sit down."
"Leave it alone," said her husband. "No one has a right to call when
I'm cranching. He knows that. He ought to know that."
The phone rang again. In a fury, Martel rose and went to the plate.
He cut it back on. Vomact was on the screen. Before Martel could
speak, Vomact held up his Talking Nail in line with his Heartbox.
Martel reverted to discipline:
"Scanner Martel present and waiting, sir."
The lips moved solemnly: "Top emergency."
"Sir, I am under the wire."
"Top emergency."
"Sir, don't you understand?" Martel mouthed his words, so he could be
sure that Vomact followed. "I .... am .... under .... the .... wire.
Unfit, for ... Space!"
Vomact repeated: "Top emergency. Report to your central tie-in."
"But, sir, no emergency like this--"
"Right, Martel. No emergency like this, ever before. Report to
tie-in." With a faint glint of kindliness, Vomact added: "No need to
de-cranch. Report as you are."
This time it was Martel whose phone was cut out. The screen went gray.
He turned to Luci. The temper had gone out of his voice. She came to
him. She kissed him, and rumpled his hair. All she could say was,
"I'm sorry."
She kissed him again, knowing his disappointment. "Take good care of
yourself, darling. I'll wait."
He scanned, and slipped into his transparent aircoat. At the window he
paused, and waved. She called, "Good luck!" As the air flowed past
him he said to himself, "This is the first time I've felt flight
in--eleven years. Lord, but it's easy to fly if you can feel yourself
live!"
Central Tie-in glowed white and austere far ahead. Martel peered. He
saw no glare of incoming ships from the Up-and-Out, no shuddering flare
of Space-fire out of control. Everything was quiet, as it should be on
an off-duty night.
And vet Vomact had called. He had called an emergency higher than
Space. There was no such thing. But Vomact had called it.
2
When Martel got there, he found about half the Scanners present, two
dozen or so of them. He lifted the Talking finger. Most of the
Scanners were standing face to face, talking in pairs as they read
lips. A few of the old, impatient ones were scribbling on their
Tablets and then thrusting the Tablets into other people's faces. All
the faces wore the dull dead relaxed look of a haberman. When Martel
entered the room, he knew that most of the others laughed in the deep
isolated privacy of their own minds, each thinking things it would be
useless to express in formal words. It had been a long time since a
Scanner showed up at a meeting cranched.
Vomact was not there: probably, thought Martel, he was still on the
phone calling others. The light of the phone flashed on and off; the
bell rang. Martel felt odd when he realized that of all those present,
he was the only one to hear that loud bell. It made him realize why
ordinary people did not like to be around groups of habermans or
Scanners. Martel looked around for company.
His friend Chang was there, busy explaining to some old and testy
Scanner that he did not know why Vomact had called. Martel looked
further and saw Parizianski. He walked over, threading his way past
the others with a dexterity that showed he could feel his feet from the
inside, and did not have to watch them. Several of the others stared
at him with their dead faces, and tried to smile. But they lacked full
muscular control and their faces twisted into horrid masks. (Scanners
knew better than to show expression on faces which they could no longer
govern. Martel added to himself, I swear _I'll_ never smile again
unless I'm cranched.)
Parizianski gave him the sign of the Talking Finger. Looking face to
face, he spoke:
"You come here cranched?"
Parizianski could not hear his own voice, so the words roared like the
words on a broken and screeching phone; Martel was startled, but knew
that the inquiry was well meant. No one could be better-natured than
the burly Pole.
"Vomact called. Top emergency."
"You told him you were cranched?"
"Yes."
"He still made you come?"
"Yes."
"Then all this--it is not for Space? You could not go Up-and-Out? You
are like ordinary men?"
"That's right."
"Then why did he call us?" Some pre-Haberman habit made Parizianski
wave his arms in inquiry. The hand struck the back of the old man
behind them. The slap could be heard throughout the room, but only
Martel heard it. Instinctively, he scanned Parizianski and the old
Scanner: they scanned him back, and then asked why. Only then did the
old man ask why Martel had scanned him. When Martel explained that he
was under-the-wire, the old man moved swiftly away to pass on the news
that there was a cranched Scanner present at the Tie-in.
Even this minor sensation could not keep the attention of most of the
Scanners from the worry about the Top Emergency. One young man, who
had Scanned his first transit just the year before, dramatically
interposed himself between Parizianski and Martel. He dramatically
flashed his Tablet at them:
_Is Vmct mad?_
The older men shook their heads. Martel, remembering that it had not
been too long that the young man had been haberman, mitigated the dead
solemnity of the denial with a friendly smile. He spoke in a normal
voice, saying:
"Vomact is the Senior of Scanners. I am sure that he could not go mad.
Would he not see it on his boxes first?"
Martel had to repeat the question, speaking slowly and mouthing his
words before the young Scanner could understand the comment. The young
man tried to make his face smile, and twisted it into a comic mask.
But he took up his tablet and scribbled:
_Yr rght._
Chang broke away from his friend and came over, his half-Chinese face
gleaming in the warm evening. (It's strange, thought Martel that more
Chinese don't become scanners. Or not so strange perhaps, if you think
that they never fill their quota of habermans. Chinese love good
living too much. The ones who do scan are all good ones.) Chang saw
that Martel was cranched, and spoke with voice:
"You break precedents. Luci must be angry to lose you?"
"She took it well. Chang, that's strange."
"What?"
"I'm cranched, and I can hear. Your voice sounds all right. How did
you learn to talk like--like an ordinary person?"
"I practised with soundtracks. Funny you noticed it. I think I am the
only Scanner in or between the Earths who can pass for an Ordinary Man.
Mirrors and sound-tracks. I found out how to act."
"But you don't....?"
"No. I don't feel, or taste, or hear, or smell things, any more than
you do. Talking doesn't do me much good. But I notice that it cheers
up the people around me."
"It would make a difference in the life of Luci."
Chang nodded sagely. "My father insisted on it. He said, 'You may be
proud of being a Scanner. I am sorry you are not a Man. Conceal your
defects.' So I tried. I wanted to tell the old boy about the Up and
Out, and what we did there, but it did not matter. He said, 'Airplanes
were good enough for Confucius, and they are for me too.' The old
humbug! He tries so hard to be a Chinese when he can't even read Old
Chinese. But he's got wonderful good sense, and for somebody going on
two hundred he certainly gets around."
Martel smiled at the thought: "In his airplane?"
Chang smiled back. This discipline of his facial muscles was amazing;
a bystander would not think that Chang was a haberman, controlling his
eyes, cheeks, and lips by cold intellectual control. The expression
had the spontaneity of life. Martel felt a flash of envy for Chang
when he looked at the dead cold faces of Parizianski and the others.
He knew that he himself looked fine: but why shouldn't he? he was
cranched. Turning to Parizianski he said,
"Did you see what Chang said about his father? The old boy uses an
airplane."
Parizianski made motions with his mouth, but the sounds meant nothing.
He took up his tablet and showed it to Martel and Chang.
_Bzz bzz. Ha ha. Gd ol' boy._
At that moment, Martel heard steps out in the corridor. He could not
help looking toward the door. Other eyes followed the direction of his
glance.
Vomact came in.
The group shuffled to attention in four parallel lines. They scanned
one another. Numerous hands reached across to adjust the
electrochemical controls on chestboxes which had begun to load up. One
Scanner held out a broken finger which his counter-Scanner had
discovered, and submitted it for treatment and splinting.
Vomact had taken out his Staff of Office. The cube at the top flashed
red light through the room, the lines reformed, and all Scanners gave
the sign meaning
_Present and ready!_
Vomact countered with the stance signifying, _I am the Senior and take
Command._
Talking fingers rose in the counter-gesture, _We concur and commit
ourselves._
Vomact raised his right arm, dropped the wrist as though it were
broken, in a queer searching gesture, meaning: _Any men around? Any
habermans not tied? All clear for the Scanners?_
Alone of all those present, the cranched Martel heard the queer rustle
of feet as they all turned completely around without leaving position,
looking sharply at one another and flashing their beltlights into the
dark corners of the great room. When again they faced Vomact, he made
a further sign:
_All clear. Follow my words._
Martel noticed that he alone relaxed. The others could not know the
meaning of relaxation with the minds blocked off up there in their
skulls, connected only with the eyes, and the rest of the body
connected with the mind only by controlling non-sensory nerves and the
instrument boxes on their chests. Martel realized that, cranched as he
was, he expected to hear Vomact's voice: the Senior had been talking
for some time. No sound escaped his lips. (Vomact never bothered with
sound.)
"...and when the first men to go Up and Out went to the Moon, what did
they find?"
"Nothing," responded the silent chorus of lips.
"Therefore they went further, to Mars and to Venus. The ships went out
year by year, but they did not come back until the Year One of Space.
Then did a ship come back with the First Effect. Scanners, I ask you,
what is the First Effect?"
"No one knows. No one knows."
"No one will ever know. Too many are the variables. By what do we
know the First Effect?"
"By the Great Pain of Space," came the chorus.
"And by what further sign?"
"By the need, oh the need for death."
Vomact again: "And who stopped the need for death?"
"Henry Haberman conquered the first effect, in the Year 3 of Space."
"And, Scanners, I ask you, what did he do?"
"He made the habermans."
"How, O Scanners, are habermans made?"
"They are made with the cuts. The brain is cut from the heart, the
lungs. The brain is cut from the ears, the nose. The brain is cut
from the mouth, the belly. The brain is cut from desire, and pain.
The brain is cut from the world. Save for the eyes. Save for the
control of the living flesh."
"And how, O Scanners is flesh controlled?"
"By the boxes set in the flesh, the controls set in the chest, the
signs made to rule the living body, the signs by which the body lives."
"How does a haberman live and live?"
"The haberman lives by control of the boxes."
"Whence come the habermans?"
Martel felt in the coming response a great roar of broken voices
echoing through the room as the Scanners, habermans themselves, put
sound behind their mouthings:
"Habermans are the scum of Mankind. Habermans are the weak, the cruel
the credulous, and the unfit. Habermans are the
sentenced-to-more-than-death. Habermans live in the mind alone. They
are killed for Space but they live for Space. They master the ships
that connect the earths. They live in the Great Pain while ordinary
men sleep in the cold cold sleep of the transit."
"Brothers and Scanners, I ask you now: are we habermans or are we not?"
"We are habermans in the flesh. We are cut apart, brain and flesh. We
are ready to go to the Up and Out. All of us have gone through the
Haberman Device."
"We are habermans then?" Vomact's eyes flashed and glittered as he
asked the ritual question.
Again the chorused answer was accompanied by a roar of voices heard
only by Martel: "Habermans we are, and more, and more. We are the
Chosen who are habermans by our own free will. We are the Agents of
the Instrumentality of Mankind."
"What must the others say to us?"
"They must say to us, 'You are the bravest of the brave, the most
skilful of the skilled. All mankind owes most honor to the Scanner,
who unites the Earths of Mankind. Scanners are the protectors of the
habermans. They are the judges in the Up-and-Out. They make men live
in the place where men need desperately to die. They are the most
honored of Mankind, and even the Chiefs of the Instrumentality are
delighted to pay them homage!'"
Vomact stood more erect: "What is the secret duty of the Scanner?"
"To keep secret our law, and to destroy the acquirers thereof."
"How to destroy?"
"Twice to the _Overload_, back and _Dead_."
"If habermans die, what the duty then?"
The Scanners all compressed their lips for answer. (Silence was the
code.) Martel, who--long familiar with the code--was a little bored
with the proceedings, noticed that Chang was breathing too heavily; he
reached over and adjusted Chang's Lung-control and received the thanks
of Chang's eyes. Vomact observed the interruption and glared at them
both. Martel relaxed, trying to imitate the dead cold stillness of the
others. It was so hard to do, when you were cranched.
"If others die, what the duty then?" asked Vomact.
"Scanners together inform the Instrumentality. Scanners together
accept the punishment. Scanners together settle the case."
"And if the punishment be severe?"
"Then no ships go."
"And if Scanners not be honored?"
"Then no ships go."
"And if a Scanner goes unpaid?"
"Then no ships go."
"And if the Others and the Instrumentality are not in all ways at all
times mindful of their proper obligation to the Scanners?"
"Then no ships go."
"And what, O Scanners, if no ships go?"
"The Earths fall apart. The Wild comes back in. The Old Machines and
the Beasts return."
"What is the known duty of a Scanner?"
"Not to sleep in the Up-and-Out."
"What is the second duty of a Scanner?"
"To keep forgotten the name of fear."
"What is the third duty of a Scanner?"
"To use the wire of Eustace Cranch only with care, only with
moderation." Several pair of eyes looked quickly at Martel before the
mouthed chorus went on. "To cranch only at home, only among friends,
only for the purpose of remembering, of relaxing, or of begetting."
"What is the word of the Scanner?"
"Faithful though surrounded by death."
"What is the motto of the Scanner?"
"Awake though surrounded by silence."
"What is the work of the Scanner?"
"Labor even in the heights of the Up-and-Out, loyalty even in the
depths of the Earths."
"How do you know a Scanner?"
"We know ourselves. We are dead though we live. And we Talk with the
Tablet and the Nail."
"What is this Code?"
"This Code is the friendly ancient wisdom of Scanners, briefly put that
we may be mindful and be cheered by our loyalty to one another."
At this point the formula should have run: "We complete the Code. Is
there work or word for the Scanners?" But Vomact said, and he repeated:
"Top emergency. Top emergency."
They gave him the sign, _Present and ready!_
He said, with every eye straining to follow his lips:
"Some of you know the work of Adam Stone?"
Martel saw lips move, saying: "The Red Asteroid. The Other who lives
at the edge of Space."
"Adam Stone has gone to the Instrumentality, claiming success for his
work. He says that he has found how to Screen Out the Pain of Space.
He says that the Up-and-Out can be made safe for ordinary men to work
in, to stay awake in. He says that there need be no more Scanners."
Beltlights flashed on all over the room as Scanners sought the right to
speak. Vomact nodded to one of the older men. "Scanner Smith will
speak."
Smith stepped slowly up into the light, watching his own feet. He
turned so that they could see his face. He spoke: "I say that this is
a lie. I say that Stone is a liar. I say that the Instrumentality
must not be deceived."
He paused. Then, in answer to some question from the audience which
most of the others did not see, he said:
"I invoke the secret duty of the Scanners."
Smith raised his right hand for Emergency Attention:
"I say that Stone must die."
3
Martel, still cranched, shuddered as he heard the boos, groans, shouts,
squeaks, grunts and moans which came from the Scanners who forgot noise
in their excitement and strove to make their dead bodies talk to one
another's deaf ears. Beltlights flashed wildly all over the room.
There was a rush for the rostrum and Scanners milled around at the top,
vying for attention until Parizianski--by sheer bulk--shoved the others
aside and down, and turned to mouth at the group.
"Brother Scanners, I want your eyes."
The people on the floor kept moving, with their numb bodies jostling
one another. Finally Vomact stepped up in front of Parizianski, faced
the others, and said:
"Scanners, be Scanners! Give him your eyes."
Parizianski was not good at public speaking. His lips moved too fast.
He waved his hands, which took the eyes of the others away from his
lips. Nevertheless, Martel was able to follow most of the message:
"...can't do this. Stone may have succeeded. If he has succeeded, it
means the end of the Scanners. It means the end of the habermans, too.
None of us will have to fight in the Up-and-Out. We won't have anybody
else going under-the-Wire for a few hours or days of being human.
Everybody will be Other. Nobody will have to Cranch, never again. Men
can be men. The habermans can be killed decently and properly, the way
men were killed in the Old Days, without anybody keeping them alive.
They won't have to work in the Up-and-Out! There will be no more Great
Pain--think of it! No ... more ... Great ... Pain! How do we know
that Stone is a liar--" Lights began flashing directly into his eyes.
(The rudest insult of Scanner to Scanner was this.)
Vomact again exercized authority. He stepped in front of Parizianski
and said something which the others could not see. Parizianski stepped
down from the rostrum. Vomact again spoke:
"I think that some of the Scanners disagree with our Brother
Parizianski. I say that the use of the rostrum be suspended till we
have had a chance for private discussion. In fifteen minutes I will
call the meeting back to order."
Martel looked around for Vomact when the Senior had rejoined the group
on the floor. Finding the Senior, Martel wrote swift script on his
Tablet, waiting for a chance to thrust the Tablet before the Senior's
eyes. He had written,
_Am crcnhd. Rspctfly requst prmissn lv now, stnd by fr orders._
Being cranched did strange things to Martel Most meetings that he
attended seemed formal heartening ceremonial, lighting up the dark
inward eternities of habermanhood. When he was not cranched, he
noticed his body no more than a marble bust notices its marble
pedestal. He had stood with them before. He had stood with them
effortless hours, while the long-winded ritual broke through the
terrible loneliness behind his eyes, and made him feel that the
Scanners, though a confraternity of the damned, were none the less
forever honored by the professional requirements of their mutilation.
This time, it was different. Coming cranched, and in full possession
of smell-sound-taste-feeling, he reacted more or less as a normal man
would. He saw his friends and colleagues as a lot of cruelly driven
ghosts, posturing out the meaningless ritual of their indefeasible
damnation. What difference did anything make, once you were a
haberman? Why all this talk about habermans and Scanners? Habermans
were criminals or heretics, and Scanners were gentlemen-volunteers, but
they were all in the same fix--except that Scanners were deemed worthy
of the short-time return of the Cranching Wire, while habermans were
simply disconnected while the ships lay in port and were left suspended
until they should be awakened, in some hour of emergency or trouble, to
work out another spell of their damnation. It was a rare haberman that
you saw on the street--someone of special merit or bravery, allowed to
look at mankind from the terrible prison of his own mechanified body.
And yet, what Scanner ever pitied a haberman? What Scanner ever
honored a haberman except perfunctorily in the line of duty? What had
the Scanners as a guild and a class, ever done for the habermans,
except to murder them with a twist of the wrist whenever a haberman,
too long beside a Scanner, picked up the tricks of the Scanning trade
and learned how to live at his own will, not the will the Scanners
imposed? What could the Others, the ordinary men, know of what went on
inside the ships? The Others slept in their cylinders, mercifully
unconscious until they woke up on whatever other Earth they had
consigned themselves to. What could the Others know of the men who had
to stay alive within the ship?
What could any Other know of the Up-and-Out? What Other could look at
the biting acid beauty of the stars in open space? What could they
tell of the Great Pain, which started quietly in the marrow, like an
ache, and proceeded by the fatigue and nausea of each separate nerve
cell, brain cell, touchpoint in the body, until life itself became a
terrible aching hunger for silence and for death?
He was a Scanner. All right, he was a Scanner. He had been a Scanner
from the moment when, wholly normal, he had stood in the sunlight
before a Subchief of Instrumentality, and had sworn:
"I pledge my honor and my life to Mankind. I sacrifice myself
willingly for the welfare of Mankind. In accepting the perilous
austere Honor, I yield all my rights without exception to the Honorable
Chiefs of the Instrumentality and to the Honored Confraternity of
Scanners."
He had pledged.
He had gone into the Haberman Device.
He remembered his Hell. He had not had such a bad one, even though it
had seemed to last a hundred million years, all of them without sleep.
He had learned to feel with his eyes. He had learned to see despite
the heavy eyeplates set back of his eyeballs, to insulate his eyes from
the rest of him. He had learned to watch his skin. He still
remembered the time he had noticed dampness on his shirt, and had
pulled out his Scanning Mirror only to discover that he had worn a hole
in his side by leaning against a vibrating machine. (A thing like that
could not happen to him now; he was too adept at reading his own
instruments.) He remembered the way that he had gone Up-and-Out, and
the way that the Great Pain beat into him, despite the fact that his
touch, smell, feeling, and hearing were gone for all ordinary purposes.
He remembered killing habermans, and keeping others alive, and standing
for months beside the Honorable Scanner-Pilot while neither of them
slept. He remembered going ashore on Earth Four, and remembered that
he had not enjoyed it, and had realized on that day that there was no
reward.
Martel stood among the other Scanners. He hated their awkwardness when
they moved, their immobility when they stood still. He hated the queer
assortment of smells which their bodies yielded unnoticed. He hated
the grunts and groans and squawks which they emitted from their
deafness. He hated them, and himself.
How could Luci stand him? He had kept his chestbox reading Danger for
weeks while he courted her, carrying the Cranch Wire about with him
most illegally, and going direct from one cranch to the other without
worrying about the fact his indicators all crept up to the edge of
_Overload_. He had wooed her without thinking of what would happen if
she did say, "Yes." She had.
"And they lived happily ever after." In Old Books they did, but how
could they, in life? He had had eighteen days under-the-wire in the
whole of the past year! Yet she had loved him. She still loved him.
He knew it. She fretted about him through the long months that he was
in the Up-and-Out. She tried to make home mean something to him even
when he was haberman, make food pretty when it could not be tasted,
make herself lovable when she could not be kissed--or might as well
not, since a haberman body meant no more than furniture. Luci was
patient.
And now, Adam Stone! (He let his Tablet fade: how could he leave, now?)
God bless Adam Stone?
Martel could not help feeling a little sorry for himself. No longer
would the high keen call of duty carry him through two hundred or so
years of the Other's time, two million private eternities of his own.
He could slouch and relax. He could forget High Space, and let the
Up-and-Out be tended by Others. He could cranch as much as he dared.
He could be almost normal--almost--for one year or five years or no
years. But at least he could stay with Luci. He could go with her
into the Wild, where there were Beasts and Old Machines still roving
the dark places. Perhaps he would die in the excitement of the hunt,
throwing spears at an ancient Manshonjagger as it leapt from its lair,
or tossing hot spheres at the tribesmen of the Unforgiven who still
roamed the Wild. There was still life to live, still a good normal
death to die, not the moving of a needle out in the silence and pain of
Space!
He had been walking about restlessly. His ears were attuned to the
sounds of normal speech, so that he did not feel like watching the
mouthings of his brethern. Now they seemed to have come to a decision.
Vomact was moving to the rostrum. Martel looked about for Chang, and
went to stand beside him. Chang whispered.
"You're as restless as water in mid-air! What's the matter?
De-cranching?"
They both scanned Martel, but the instruments held steady and showed no
sign of the cranch giving out.
The great light flared in its call to attention. Again they formed
ranks. Vomact thrust his lean old face into the glare, and spoke:
"Scanners and Brothers, I call for a vote." He held himself in the
stance which meant: "_I am the Senior and take Command_."